The more we tried to make sense of stuffs, the more we got confused.
The more we've no idea what to do, the more we tried to implement changes to see if it makes sense.
The more we try to change, the more we lost ourselves.
The more I wanct to explain, the more I get tired of explanation so I end up not explaining,
The more I want you by my side, the more I placed myself in situations that I wouldn't like.

One more post

I'm terribly bored of my life.

no time

Foundation drawing down. 3 more projects and 2 more exams to go. WL's due this thurs but I've yet to do anything.

Really hate exam 'cuz all I want to do is nua, relac and have fun.

Was at town. Sales everywhere. There's bebe sales and stuffs are going at 70% off. Well, 70% also meant that 1001 seasons had passed.

Realized Huiwen was at town 'cuz she tweeted that there's aldo sales and I just walked past the store. Super fun to have her around 'cuz she's crazier than me. :P

Check out this new mac collection.

Mad love the eye make up!

and the nail polish

and the eye shadow.

and the chio model

!!!!!

Sleepless nights

Dinner at Just Noodles. There's like free-flow of drinks and ice-cream. Really need to shun these places 'cuz I can't resist sweet stuff. My weighing scale will explode.






Butter.

Ben's so red.




 My eyes looked so watery in all the pics. Damn contacts.




Love ya all.
Time to start on my books. Oh wait, I've no books.nb.

2009, 2010

Ooh, people are actually summarizing about 2009. 

Come to think of it, time really flies. As in this entire year passed really quickly. First half of the year consisted of school and work while school made up the other half. The latter felt so much like a new beginning. New environment, new friends and a whole new take on certain things. 

This whole design thing contributed to my sleepless nights, eye bags and heavier eye bags but you know, somehow, I'm feeling happier. Happy to be in a place where I really enjoy though I still sucked at what I'm doing. Anyway school's a place to learn, no?

...though it gets really depressing sometimes.

Now, I know the sort of stuffs I want to do in the future. No idea if my mentality will change but at least, I've a goal. That's the sort of thing I couldn't be sure about when I was still in poly. How could I be sure when at that time I was busy soldering, figuring out circuits and memorizing exam scripts? Darn sure that engineering ain't my cuppa tea.

1 year 10 months with C. I think this is a good year for us. I can't really say that we've been through thick and thin or the ups and downs in life but I seem to love this pig more and more each day. Yea, ns sucks balls but my crazy schedule won't allow frequent meet ups if he's not serving army. Can't believe we're gonna hit 2 years pretty soon. 

Lost some friends, made more friends and mended relationships with some. I find that I'm a happier person now. Maybe things really happened for a reason. 

I feel older now. Physically and mentally. 

I don't mind growing old. Put the wrinkles aside. 

It's Nov. One more month to the holidays.

neoprints & blue mansion

Really deserved to die 'cuz we skipped classes for the blue mansion and random neoprintttzzzzzxxx.Reminded me so much of my secondary school days where we took neoprints almost everyday.
The blue mansion was pretty awesome for a local production but the gays kinda freaked me out. As in when he met his homo partner, his eyes totally lit up. 
No more such fun 'cuz exams are nearing. Crap. 
This is epic. Conversation of a guy and girl sitting at the next table.
guy: if you've sex with your bf, you are going to hell.girl: *eyes opened wide wide*guy: ya. god wouldn't forgive you and you will lose your soul.
Hate such people.Time to start doing something. I'll die very soon if I don't start on my work.

I say you, me and we

It's gonna be another 2 days of not hearing from the boyfriend. Army is more evil than Megan in Jennifer's body.

I'm seeing so little of C. Barely together for a few hours and he had to return to his mountain. Then again, I think this made me learnt what the fuck it really meant to cherish someone.

He asked me if I ever regret having a boyfriend who hasn't completed Ns. Hell yeah 'cuz I get so lonely, frustrated, irritated x100000 times. But he's the important guy in my life + I love him like mad. To add on, C's the craziest, the most random person I've ever known and he stood by me . So yeah, it made up for all the frustration.

Terribly tired.

Ta da. Since I already sounded so disgusting...

might as well go all the way.

baby i miss you love you muackz muackx muacks

Halloween '09 @ ADM

My virgin halloween party

Everyone without morbid make up!

the before...

process

I like this picture. I look like some demonic shit in some cheena show.

 and the after.










Dressed up as the spoon murderers. No idea who came up with this.



 This is also the day llama changed species. Russell looked like the elongated version of ju-on.












Importance of spamming alcohol: to get pissed drunk, fucking wasted and eventually, to vomit on Donovan.


Great night. Bacardi was good. Beer was okay. Kway tiao's still as awesome. Dirty little secrets. Morbid desires. Prata at ah fang's. Home sweet home. 

Long list of phobias and sex

Amazes me to discover that there's a phobia for practically everything.

Try googling phobia list and you'll come across this site, thephobialist.

I'm bo liao so I came up with this.

Man: Sweetie, I've Macrophobia(fear of long waits). Waiting for you to put on make-up makes me hyperventilate.

Wife: Sorry hubs. I realized I've Decidophobia(fear of making decisions). I struggled between starting on my eye make up or to concentrate on my lip colour. Due to my Extrophobia(fear of objects at the right side of the body), it took me really long to get my right cheek done.

Man: *rolled eyes* I think I'll develop dementophobia(fear of insanity) really soon.

Wife: WHAT! What did you say? Repeat?

Man: I'm starting to develop Gamophobia(fear of marriage).

Wife: Okay then. I suspect I've a case of Genophobia(fear of sex), Chiraptophobia(fear of being touched), Ithyphallophobia(fear of seeing an erect penis), Medorthophobia(fear of an erect penis), Mageirocophobia(fear of cooking), Microphobia(fear of small things), Nudophobia(fear of nudity), Philemaphobia(fear of kissing) and Tocophobia(fear of pregnancy). 

Yup, so no sex tonight.

Man: Sorry honey. I think I just recovered from my Macrophobia(fear of long waits). Forgive me, baby?

Jon Burgerman

Laptop sleeve and screen pad by Jon Burgerman




Omg. I want I want I want!!!
'Cuz it's by one of my favourite illustrators of all time!!!
and it's darn cuteeeeee. I like the screen pad.
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